Mary Secutor, confession of drunkeness, 1767 December 27
Date27 December, 1767
abstractMary Secutor confesses to drunkenness and lewd conduct.
RepositoryRauner Special Collections Library, Dartmouth College.
Call Number767677
handwritingDocument is written in Eleazar Wheelock's hand, exclusive of the signature.
paperSingle small sheet is in fair-to-good condition, with light-to-moderate creasing, yellowing and wear.
inkBlack-brown.
signatureRalph Wheelock and Bezaleel Woodward sign as witnesses. Mary Secutor’s signature is likely in her own hand.
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and Bluſhing before God and all who are acquainted with my
Sins, that I have been repeatedly Scandalously guilty of
the Sin of Drunkeneſs, and partic
Evening following the Lords Day Dec.r 27. 1767. I went into
the School while I was intoxicated with Liquor and there
behaved myſelf in a Lude and very immodeſt manner among
the School Boys, I also in a vile manner profained the Secred
name of God. Whereby I have brought Reproach and Ruin
upon myſelf my Character and my precious Soul, have greived
the Heart of my Reverend Patron Who has been unwearied
in his Labours of Love & Care and kindneſs for me and for
the School, I have brought irreparable Reproach upon
the School and the important Cauſe which I ought to have
regarded more than even my own Life, and have awfully
diſappointed & blaſted all the hopes that have been conceived
that I might in my Place have born my part in furthering
the Same. I have Set a moſt Ill Example before the Schollars
which if they follow they can expect nothing but that the Cauſes
of God denounced againſt Such will take place upon them, and that
that with me they muſt Bear their part in that eternal miſery to
Which I Stand Juſtly condemd. but moſt of all is the wound which
I have given, to, and the Reproach I have Cast, upon the Name
of God, and the Cauſe of the dear Redeemer — this I have done
againſt multiplied learning Councils, Inſtructions and all appointd
means and Endeavours from Day to day used with me.
I desire to humble myſelf before God and man for What I have done
and implore divine pardon through the Blood of Christ. I also aſk
forgiveneſs of the Revd Doctr Wheelock, and of all his family &
School and of all who are knowing to my heinous offenses —
and I promiſe by divine Grace to walk humbly and in all Reſpects
circumspectly,
purpose to leave off the use of all Spirituous Liquors for time to
come — I confeſs it is Juſt if I am ſent away with diſgrace from
this School as unworthy
it, but if it m
of this School I earneſtly & humbly deſire I may yet be continued
upon trial, and if my fruits Shall be becoming a penitant, that I
as may be from my Nation and from the world.
{Ralph Wheelock
{Bezal Woodward