Levi Frisbie, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1768 April 23

Author Frisbie, Levi[pers0209.ocp]

23 April 1768[1768-04-23]

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[note (type: abstract): Frisbie writes that he considers himself unfit for missionary work.][note (type: handwriting): Handwriting is small and slanting, yet mostly formal and clear. The trailer is in an unknown hand.][note (type: paper): Large sheet folded in half to make four pages is in fair condition, with light-to-moderate staining, creasing and wear.][note (type: ink): Brown-black.]
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[Rev.d | Rev.]Rev.dRev. Sir. —
I must [acknolege | acknowledge]acknolegeacknowledge that what the [Doc.r | Doctor]Doc.rDoctor mentioned to me with [reſpect | respect]reſpectrespect to going among the Indians in the character of a [Miſsonary | missionary]Miſsonarymissionary was very [surprizing | surprising]surprizingsurprising, [& | and]&and I thingk not without [reaſon | reason]reaſonreason as it was a thing [intirely | entirely]intirelyentirely new to me and what I [leaſt | least]leaſtleast thought of, and as the [Doc.r | Doctor]Doc.rDoctor mentioned it as [tho | though]thothough, he had [determind | determined]determinddetermined upon it so far as to mention it to the Ministers at [Infield | Enfield]InfieldEnfield[place0106.ocp]. I [muſt | must]muſtmust think that the [Doctr | Doctor]DoctrDoctor has a ^[above] [illegible]too^[illegible]too great opinion of my abilities, or else dont look upon it [neſceſsary | necessary]neſceſsarynecessary for a [Miſsionary | missionary]Miſsionarymissionary to have but very ordinary qualifications for such a work — I look upon myself [intirely | entirely]intirelyentirely unfit upon every account, My [knolege | knowledge]knolegeknowledge in divinity is nothing, [tis | it is]tisit is as a drop [compard | compared]compardcompared to the Ocean — I should not know how to begin nor what to say, nor which way to go[illegible] to work, to try to instruct People in Religion, and the great things of Eternity— I am but a giddy Boy, [no | know]noknow nothing of the world, have not that prudence, that [wiſdom | wisdom]wiſdomwisdom discretion and fortitude that is [necaſs‐ary | necess‐ary]necaſs‐arynecess‐ary. I have no acquaintance with the Indians dont unders‐ tand their Tempers customs [& | and]&and Manners and should be [intirly | entirely]intirlyentirely unable to conform to them —If I should go in the Character
of a [Miſsionary | missionary]Miſsionarymissionary, the Indians would expect as much from me as a Man of the [greateſt | greatest]greateſtgreatest [accompliſhments | accomplishments]accompliſhmentsaccomplishments, would make no allowance for my puerility, and [ difficiency | deficiency] difficiencydeficiency in [illegible][almoſt | almost]almoſtalmost every [^[above] ne^neceſsary | necessary]^[above] ne^neceſsarynecessary Qualification, and expect as mu if I should not [fullfill | fulfill]fullfillfulfill their expectations, I should fall into contempt among them, and if not [spurnd | spurned]spurndspurned away or [killd | killed]killdkilled, yet should be under no [capaſity | capacity]capaſitycapacity of doing good — [Mr | Mr.]MrMr. Kirt‐land[pers0315.ocp] has been there[illegible] and I [muſt | must]muſtmust be equal with him — What can I tell them? that I am half a [Miſsionary | missionary]Miſsionarymissionary? and what can I tell [em | them]emthem is the [Reaſon | reason]Reaſonreason that there was not whole ones sent? The [Doc.tr | Doctor]Doc.trDoctor knows my weak Constitution and that to keep a School, and to pretend to instruct in a higher [Capaſity | capacity]Capaſitycapacity will be quite too much for my Strength, especially [conſidering | considering]conſideringconsidering all other hardships — how shall I lift up my head Face before the learned Errorist, I shall be unable wholly to defend my Religion by dint of Argument; It is true God can make the [weakeſt | weakest]weakeſtweakest Means [affectual | effectual]affectualeffectual, but yet [their | there]theirthere seems there must in ordinary way be some [fitneſs | fitness]fitneſsfitness in the Means — we should not think a pop gun had any [fitneſs | fitness]fitneſsfitness in it to batter down a strong wall — And [beſides | besides]beſidesbesides what will the Enemies of the [Deſign | design]Deſigndesign say? that the [Doct.r | Doctor]Doct.rDoctor took a [Freſhman | freshman]Freſhmanfreshman out of
College and made a [Miſsionary | missionary]Miſsionarymissionary of him, even one who was but a giddy boy? and will they not take [occation | occasion]occationoccasion to [deſpiſe | despise]deſpiſedespise me, and [ridecule | ridicule]rideculeridicule the [deſign | design]deſigndesign to the [laſt | last]laſtlast degree — its a [caſe | case]caſecase of [neceſsity | necessity]neceſsitynecessity it may be [anſwer'd | answered]anſwer'danswered, — if a Man was drowning it would be [neceſsary | necessary]neceſsarynecessary to help him out, but would it be [wiſe | wise]wiſewise for a Man that could not swim at all to leap in after him? — If some of us [muſt | must]muſtmust go I humbly [immagin | imagine]immaginimagine [McClure | McClure]McClureMcClure[pers0368.ocp] far better [quallifyd | qualified]quallifydqualified than I, and I was [surprizd | surprised]surprizdsurprised to think I should be [choſen | chosen]choſenchosen in this Juncture. before him — and to my shame may I speak it I am not a church member, and have the [utmoſt | utmost]utmoſtutmost, [Reaſon | reason]Reaſonreason to fear I have no grace — and who will [licence | license]licencelicense such a wretch to preach — it's a thing I little expected to enter upon yet, and have not given my thoughts immedi‐ately to it — I cant think [tis | it is]tisit is my Duty to go in that [Capaſity | capacity]Capaſitycapacity, and if I do it will be wholly out of [defference | deference]defferencedeference to other Peoples Judgment, and quite contrary to my own — I could offer many more Objections but I forbear, [Pleaſe | please]Pleaſeplease to pardon my [plainneſs | plainness]plainneſsplainness — I thought it my Duty to tell my Mind —
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Reverend Sir I am your [moſt | most]moſtmost [obligd | obliged]obligdobliged unworthy Pupil Levi [Friſbie | Frisbie]FriſbieFrisbie[pers0209.ocp]
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From Levi Frisbie[pers0209.ocp] April [23.d | 23rd]23.d23rd 1768[1768-04-23]
To The Reverend E. Wheelock[pers0036.ocp], D. D.  In  Connecticut[place0048.ocp]
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pers0315.ocp M r Mr. Kirt‐ land mentioned Kirkland, Samuel
pers0368.ocp M c Clure McClure mentioned McClure, David
pers0209.ocp Levi Friſbie Frisbie writer Frisbie, Levi
pers0209.ocp Levi Frisbie writer Frisbie, Levi
pers0036.ocp E. Wheelock recipient Wheelock, Eleazar

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place0048.ocp Connecticut Connecticut

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