Nathan Clap, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1768 June 28

Author Clap, Nathan[pers0127.ocp]

28 June 1768[1768-06-28]

Call Number768378

[note (type: abstract): Clap confesses his sin, asks forgiveness, and asks to marry Mary Foey, Wheelock’s maid.][note (type: handwriting): Handwriting is slanted and somewhat scrawling, yet largely clear and legible. Letter case is frequently difficult to decipher, especially with regard to the letter S. The trailer is in a different, unknown hand.][note (type: paper): Single small sheet is mostly in good condition, however a large portion of it is torn away, which results in a loss of text.][note (type: ink): Strong black.][note (type: signature): Due to tear, the signature is missing.]
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[Opener]
Reve[above] rerend [& | and]&and worthy [Docter | Doctor]DocterDoctor
I do take this [overtunity | opportunity]overtunityopportunity with
A great deal of humility [acknwledgeing | acknowledging]acknwledgeingacknowledging [my se[above] lflf | myself]my se[above] lflfmyself
not [wothy | worthy]wothyworthy of the Least favour from your honour,
whos ha[illegible][guess (maggiec): s]s [illegible] been so kind to my poor despised
brethren, [& | and]&and in [perticucler | particular]perticuclerparticular [to wards | towards]to wardstowards me — but as I
am made to see the power and dominion of sin
and and what a weak and frail thing man is
when Left to [him Self | himself]him Selfhimself — I must [confeſs | confess]confeſsconfess with [sham | shame]shamshame
that I have sinned I have done [foollishly | foolishly]foollishlyfoolishly and am
not worthy to be [reconed | reckoned]reconedreckoned into your [famle | family]famlefamily [illegible]
to be treated as such — I [hop | hope]hophope I have h[above] eeard the voice
of C[above] hhrist in [sum | some]sumsome [meshure | measure]meshuremeasure calling upon me as he did
unto the unconverted peter — [Saton | Satan]SatonSatan hath desire
to have you that he might sift you as wheat
but I have prayed for you that your faith fail
not, and when your are converted [Strenhen | strengthen]Strenhenstrengthen your
brethe[above] rrn — I desire your prayers for me that I
might reform to live Soberly [& | and]&and be more [watch‸
full | watch‸
ful ]
watch‸
full
watch‸
ful
dand [prayerfull | prayerful]prayerfullprayerful, against the delusions of my
sinful Lust, and that I may become a true
[pennatatient | penitent]pennatatientpenitent — I humbly [disire | desire]disiredesire the [Docters | Doctor's]DoctersDoctor's [forgiv
neſs | forgive
ness]
forgiv
neſs
forgive
ness
and I do [promas | promise]promaspromise by[illegible] the [gracs | grace]gracsgrace of god [assesting | assisting]assestingassisting
of me to repent and to reform to live to the praise
[left] Nathan Clap[pers0127.ocp]s
June 28. 1768[1768-06-28]
Nathan Clap[pers0127.ocp]s
June 28. 1768[1768-06-28]
of his glory —I desire to submit and [yeld | yield]yeldyield [my
self | my
self]
my
self
my
self
into the hands of the [sovren | sovereign]sovrensovereign will of god,
and as I am bro[illegible]ught to see what the powers
of Love will do, I do [illegible][com | come]comcome at [Lest | last]Lestlast I desire to
come [humbl | humble]humblhumble and ask one [pettion | petition]pettionpetition of your honour
[beging | begging]begingbegging your kind [& | and]&and honourable compassions upon
me — but how to ask you I [no | know]noknow not o pray Sir,
forgive my [egnorance | ignorance]egnoranceignorance and [stupedy | stupidity]stupedystupidity and [above] pray Sir [pleas | please]pleasplease topray Sir [pleas | please]pleasplease to grant that
[above] [Ms | Miss]MsMiss[Ms | Miss]MsMiss Mary [above] fo[above] eeyfo[above] eey[pers0194.ocp] your [maide | maid]maidemaid might be given to me to
wife — or vanish me away from the School[org0098.ocp],
I never [throught | thought]throughtthought She would [prev[above] eeiled | prevailed]prev[above] eeiledprevailed with me
so much as to get my h[above] eeart, — but I [hop | hope]hophope it is all
ordered by gods holy Providence to keep me [humb[above] ll | humble]humb[above] llhumble
and as she has been exorting of me about the
things that [narly | nearly]narlynearly [consern | concern]consernconcern [above] mmy soul, I am filled
with wonder and [amaisment | amazement]amaismentamazement to hear that I [hop | ]hophope
god put into her heart to Speak unto me to
awaken my Poor sinsick so[above] uul —[nevertheleſs | nevertheless]nevertheleſsnevertheless
I desire to Submit and [yeald | yield]yealdyield [my self | myself]my selfmyself under your
honourable fatherly [correctsion | correction]correctsioncorrection if it is to van:
ish me from the School[org0098.ocp] I will go away and [ac:
knoledge | ac
knowledge]
ac:
knoledge
ac
knowledge
it is no more than what I deserve
my hearts desire and Prayer to god is that all
things might be [orderd | ordered]orderdordered for the [Prayes | praise]Prayespraise of his own
Glory — I am [grevd | grieved]grevdgrieved to think that I have [greved | grieved]grevedgrieved
and [disoner[above] eed | dishonoured]disoner[above] eeddishonoured you So much pray Sir [pleas | please]pleasplease to forgive
me — [tho | though]thothough I Shall never [for give | forgive]for giveforgive [my Self | myself]my Selfmyself I wan­
nt to Say and [writ | write]writwrite [agreat | a great]agreata great Deal but I must [brak | break]brakbreak
[of | off]ofoff hear [beging | begging]begingbegging that god [illegible] would direct your
way [be fore | before]be forebefore you and order what [cornsirns | concerns]cornsirnsconcerns me
in great mercy your [afectonate | affectionate]afectonateaffectionate [Puple | pupil]Puplepupil and very
[Trailer]
[right] Nathan Clap[pers0127.ocp] Nathan Clap[pers0127.ocp]
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id Text in document Role in header Authorized Name
pers0127.ocp Nathan Clap writer Clap, Nathan
pers0194.ocp Mary fo e y mentioned Foey, Mary

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place0122.ocp Lebanon Lebanon

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id Text in document Authorized Name
org0098.ocp the School Moor’s Indian Charity School
org0098.ocp the School Moor’s Indian Charity School

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1768-06-28 June 28d28th 1768
1768-06-28 June 28. 1768

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& and
Ms Miss
humb[above] ll humble

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