Samson Occom, autobiography, undated

Author Occom, Samson

DateUnknown

Call Number768517

abstractOccom writes a second draft of his autobiography.

handwritingThe legibility of Occom's usually clear hand is heavily mitigated by editorial additions and deletions, likely 19th-century.

paperSeveral small sheets of paper are folded into a booklet. The booklet appears to have been bound with twine or thread at one time; however, this binding is missing and, aside from the two outside pages, the pages are loose. The inner edges of these loose pages appear to have been trimmed. The paper is in good-to-poor condition with light-to-heavy staining and wear, which results in a minor loss of text. There is some repair work on the outside pages.

inkBrown.

noteworthyAn editor, likely 19th-century, has overwritten Occom's hand in several places. The transcriber has attempted to decipher Occom's original hand and ignore editorial editions and deletions. There are pencil marks on 13 verso.

EventsOccom leaves his studies, Occom’s Mission to the Montauketts, Occom’s Marriage, Occom’s Ordination, Fundraising Tour of Great Britain

Persistent Identifier
Haveng Seen and heard
Several Repreſentations, in
England and Scotland, made wrote by
Several Some gentlemen in America,
Concerning , me, and Finding many
miſsrpreſentations and
groſs Miſtakes in their Ac‐
counts, I thought it my
Duty to give a Short Plain
and Honeſt Account of my
ſelf, that thoſe who may ſee
my Account hereafter See it, may
Know the Truth Concerning me. — —
Tho' it is againſt my mind
to give a Hiſtory of my ſelf & publiſh it
whilſt I am alive, Yet to do
Juſtice to my ſelf and to th[gap: worn_edge][guess: ]e
who may deſire have mind to know Some
thing concerning of me— and for the Honor
[gap: hole][guess: of] Religion I will venture to
give a Short Narrative of
my Life. — —
From my birth till I receivd
the Chriſtian Religion.—
I was Born a Heathen and
Brought up in In Heatheniſm
till I was between 16 & 17 years
of age, at a Place Calld Mohe
gan
in New London Connecti
cut
, in New England
my Parents Livd a wandering
life, So as did all the Indians at
Mohegan; they chiefly Depended
upon Hunting, Fiſhing, & Fowling
and Claming, for their Living
and had no Connections with
the Engliſh, excepting to Tr[gap: worn_edge][guess: af]
fic with them, with the in their Smal[gap: tear][guess: l]
Trifles — and they Strictly
maintain'd and follow'd their
Heatheniſh ways, Cuſtoms &
Religion — tho' there was Some
Preaching among them theſe Indi
ans, once a Fortnight, in y[gap: tear][guess: e]
Summer Seaſon, a Miniſter
from N London [illegible]uſed to come
up — and the Indians uſe to
attend; not that they regard
ed the Chriſtian Religion,
But they had Blankets given
to them every Fall of the year
and for theſe things they woud
attend — and there was a Sort
of a School kept, when I was
quite young,. but I believe
there never was one that
even Learn to read any
thing — and when I was about
10 years of age there was a Sort
of a School again in our
Place
— a man who went uſed to go a
about among the Indian
Wigwams, and where ever
he Coud find the Indian Child,r
he woud make them read —
but the Indian Children uſd
to take Care to keep out off
his way — and he uſ'd to Catch
me Some times and make me
Say over my Letters, and I be
believe I Learnt Some of [illegible]them.
Litters, But this was soon over
too — and all this Time there was
not one amongſt us, that made a
Chriſtian Profeſsion of Chriſtianity — Neither
did we Cultivate our Land, nor and
kept any Sort of Creatures, except
Dogs, which we uſed in Hunting,
and Dwelt in Wigwams, the[illegible][guess: y]
are a Sort of Tents Coverd with
Matts, and theſe Matts are made
of Flags — And to this Time
we were [illegible] unaquainted with the
Engliſh Tonug in general, tho' there
were a few, who underſtood a little
of it the Engliſh —–
From the Time of our Re‐
formation till I left Mr Wheelock
When I was 1[illegible]6 years of age—
we heard a Strange Rumor among
the Engliſh, that there were Ex‐
traordinary Miniſters Preaching
from Place to Place and that
there was
a Strange Concern a
mong the white People — this
was in the Spring of the year.
But we Saw nothing of theſe
things, till Some Time in the
Summer, then Some Miniſters
began to viſit us and Preachd
to us the Word of god; and the
[illegible]Common [illegible]People alſo Came freequent
ly to us, and exhorted us to the things
of god, andwhich it pleaſed the Ld,
as I humbly hope, to Bleſs and
acompaniy with their Endeavours by
withhim Divine Influences, to the
Conviction and Saving Converſi
on of a Number of us; Amongſt
which I was one that was Impreſt
with the things, which we had heard
and tTheſe Preachers did not only
Come to us, but we frequently went to their
meetings and Churches Conſtant
ly
, after I was awakened convicted found Trouble of mind
I went to all the meetings I Coud Come
at; thus I& Continud under Trou‐
ble of Mind about 6 Months,
and almoſt as Soon as I found
uneaſineſs in my Mind,
so I
at which time I began to Learn the Engliſh—
Letters; Got me a Primmer
and uſed to go to my Engliſh
Neighbours freequently for
Aſsiſtance in Reading, budt went
to no School — and my Neighbours
were very ready to help me

And when I was 1[illegible]7 years of
age, I hope I had as I truſt, a Diſcovery
of the way of Salvation through
J[illegible][guess: esus] and was enabl'd to put my
truſt in him alone for Life &
Salvation, From this Time
the Diſtreſs and Burden of my
mind was removd, and I found
Serenity and Pleaſure of Soul.
in Serving god, by this time I
Juſt began to try to Read in
the New Teſtament without
Spelling,— and I had Stronger
Deſire Still to Learn to read
the Word of god, and at the
Same Time, had an uncommon
Pity and Compaſsion to my
Poor Brethern According to the
Fleſh, I uſd to wiſh, I was
Capable of Inſtructing my
poor Kindred, I uſe to thin[illegible]k
if I Coud once Learn to Read
I woud Inſtruct poor Children
in Reading— and uſd freequent‐
ly to talk with our Indians Con‐
cerning Religion.— Thus I Con
tinued, till I was in my 19th year;
by this Time I Coud Read a lit
tle in the B[illegible]ible, at this Time
my Poor Mother was going to
Lebanon, and having had
Some Knowledge of Mr Wheelock
and hearing he had a Number
of Engliſh youth under his Tuition,
I had a great Inclination to go
to him and to be with a week
or a Fortnight, and Deſired
my Mother to Ask Mr Wheelock,
whether he woud take me a little
while to Inſtruct me in Reading;
Mother did So; and when She
Came Back, She Said Mr
Wheelock
wanted to See me
as Soon as poſsible,— So I went
up, thinking I Shoud be back
again in a few Days; when
I got up there, he receivd me
with kindneſs and Compaſsion
and in Stead of Staying a
Fortnight or 3 weeks, I
Spent 4 years with him —
After I had been with him
Some Time, he began to a‐
quaint his Friends of my
being with him, and his Inten
tions of Educating me, and
my Circumſtances,— and the
good People began to give
Some Aſsiſtance to Mr Wheelock,
and gave me Some old and Some
New Cloaths — Then he repreſted
the Caſe to the Honorable Com‐
miſsioners at Boſton
, who were
Commiſsion'd by the Honorable Socie
ty in London for Propagating ye
goſpel among the Indians in
New England and parts adjacent

and they alowed him 60 £: pr
An:
both in old Tennor, which
was about 6 £: Sterling, and
they Continu'd it 2: or 3: years
I Can't tell exactly — while I
was at Mr Wheelocks, I was
very weakly and my Health
much Empard, and at the
End of 4 years, I over Straind
my Eyes to Degree, I Coud
not perſue my Studies any
Longer; and out off theſe
4 years, I Loſt Juſt about
one Year; — And was obligd
to quit my Studies — —
From the Time I left Mr Wheel
ock
till I went and [illegible] Europe
As Soon as I left Mr Wheelock,
I endeavourd to find Some Em‐
ploy among the Indians; went
to Nahantuck, thinking, they
may want a School Maſter, but
they had one; then went to Narogan
ſet
, and they were Indeferent
about School, and went back
to Mohegan, and heard a Num‐
ber of our Indians were going
to Montauk on Long Island,—
and I went with them, and the
Indians there were very deſirous
to have me keep a School amongſt
them, and I Conſented, and
went back a while to Mohegan
and Some in November I went
on the Iſland, I think it is 17
17 years ago laſt Novr
I agreed to keep a School with
them Half a year, and left it
with them to give me what they
Pleaſd, and they took turns
to Provide Food for me — I had
near 30 Scholars this winter,
I had evening School too for thoſe
that Coud not attend Day School
— and began to Carry on their meet
ings, T[illegible] they had a Miniſter, one Mr
Horton
, the Scotch Society's Miſ
ſionary, but he Spent, I think,
two thirds of his Time at Sheene‐
cock
, 30 Miles from Montauk,
We met together 3 times for Di‐
vine Worſhip every Sabbath
and once on every Wedneſday even‐
ing— I to read the Scriptures
to them and uſed to expound
upon Some perticular Paſ
ages in my own Tonuge I
viſited the Sick and attended
their Burials — when the half
year expird, they Deſird me
to Continud with them, which
I Complyd with, for another
half year, when I had fulfild
that, they were urgent to have
me Stay Longer So I Continud
till I was Married amongſt 'em
which was about 2 years after
I went there —
And I Continu'd to Inſtruct them
in the Same manner as I did before
after I was maried a while, I found
there was need of a Support, more, than
I needed while I was Single,— and
I made my Caſe Known to Mr
Buell
and to Mr Wheelock, and
alſo the Needy Circumſtances,
and the Deſires of theſe Indians
& of my Continuence amongſt
them, and Mr Wheelock and
other gentlemen, Repreſented
my Circumſtances and the Cir
cumſtances, and the Deſires of
theſe Indians of my Continuing
amongſt them, and the Com‐
miſsioners were So good as to
grant £15 per An: Sterling — —
And I kept on in my Service as
uſual, yea I had additional
Service, I kept School as I
did before and Carried on the
Religious meeting as often as
ever, and attended the Sick
and their Funerals, and did
what writings they wanted,
and often Sat as Judge
to reconcile and Deſide their
Matters between them, and
had viſiters of Indians, from
all Quarters; and, as our
Cuſtom is, we freely Entertain
all viſiters,— And was fetchd
often from my Tribe and
from others [gap: stain] See into
their Affairs Both Religious
& Temporal,— Beſides my
Domeſtick Concerns,— and
it Pleaſed the Lord to Increace
my Family faſt — and Soon
after I was Maried, Mr Horton
left theſe Indians, and the
Sheenecock Indians & after this I was licencd to p and then
I had the whole Care of theſe
Indians at Montauk, and
uſed to viſitd the Shenecock
Indians often — uſed to Set
out Saturdays towards Night
and back again on Mondays
I have been obliged to Set out from
Home after Sun Set, and Ride
30 Miles in the Night, to Preah
to these Indians at Shenecock
And Some Indians at Shenecock
Sent their Children to my School
at Montauk, I kept one
of 'em Some Time, and had
a young Man half year from
Mohegan, A Lad from Na‐
hantuck
, who was with me
almoſt a year,— [illegible] & had
had very little for all theſe
and had little or nothing
for Keeping them, —
My Method in the School
was, as Soon as the Children
got together, and have took
their proper Seats, I Prayd
with them, then began to
hear them, I generaly began
(after some of 'em Coud Spell
and Read,) with thoſe, that
were yet in their Alphabets;
So around, as they were pro‐
perly Seat, till I got thro'
and I obligd them to Study
their Books, and to help one
another, when they Coud not
make out a hard, they
Brought to me — and I Uſu‐
ally heard them, in the Sum
mer Seaſon 8 Times a Day
4 in the morning, and in ye
after Noon — In the MWinter
Seaſon 6 Time a Day, as
Soon as they coud Spell, they
were obligd to spell when ever
they wanted to go out; Conclud‐
ded with Prayer, I generally heard my
AEvening scholars 3 T Round,
And as they go out the School,
every one that Can Spell,
is obligd to spell a word,
and So go out Leaſurely one
after another, — I Catechiſed
3 or 4 Times a weeks accor
ding to the Aſembly's Short
er C[illegible]atechiſm, and many
Times Propoſ'd Queſtions
of my own, and in my
own Tonugue, — I found
Som D[illegible][guess: e]fficulty with Some
Children, who were Some‐
what Dull, moſt of theſe
Can Soon learn to say over
their Letters, they Diſtinguiſh
the Sounds by the Ear, but
their Eyes Can't Diſtinguiſh
the Letters, and the way
I took to cure 'em, was
by taking making an
Alhphabet on Small bits
of paper, and glued them
on Small Chips of Cedar,
after this manner [illegible]
A B [right]&c. I put theſe on
[right]Letters in order on
a Bench, than point to one Letter
and bid a Child to take notice
of it, and then I dorder the Child
to fetch me the Letter from ye Bench
if it Brings the Letter, it is well,
if not it muſt go again and
again till it bring ye right Lr
Wheny they Can bring any of
Letters, this way, then I Juſt
Jumble them together, and
b[illegible]d them to Set them in Al‐
phabetical order, and it is
a Pleaſure to 'em; and they Soon
learn their letters this way —
I freequently Diſcouſd or [illegible]Exhor
ted my Scholars, in Religious
matters — My Method in
our Religious Meetings was
this; Sabbaths Mornings we
Aſsemble together about 10:o.C.
and begin with Singing; we
generaly Sung Dr Watts's
Psalms or Hymns, I diſtingly,
read the Psalm or Hymn firſt,
and then give the meaning of
it to them, after that sing, then
Pray, and Sing again, after Prayr
then proceed to Read Some
Sutable portion of Scripture,
and So Juſt give the plain
Senſe of it, in Familiar Diſcourſe
and applyd to them, [illegible]So Con
[illegible]clude with Pray, and Sing
ing, In the after-Noon and
Evening we Proceed in the
Same Manner, and So in
Wedneſday Evenings, — Some
Time after Mr Horton left
theſe Indians, there was
a remarkable revival of
religion among theſe Indi
ans and many were hope
fully Converted to the Saving
knowledge of god a in J[illegible]
It is to be obſerved, before Mr
Horton
left theſe Indians
they had Some Prejudices infuſd
in their minds, by Some
Inthuſiaſtical Exhorters from
N. England, againſt Mr
Horton
, an[illegible] Many of 'em
had left him, by this means
he was[illegible] Diſcourag'd, and Su[illegible]d
a Diſmiſsion, and was diſmiſt
from theſe Indians, — And being
acquainted with the Enthu‐
Siaſts in New England, &
the make and the Diſpoſiſti
ons of the Indians, took a
mil[illegible][guess: e] way to reclaim them,
I oppoſd them not openly
but let them go on in their
way, and when ever I
had an opportunity, I
woud read Such paſages
of the Scriptures, as I
thought, woud Confound
their Notions, [illegible] and I woud
come to them with all Au‐
thority, Saying thus Saith
the Lord, and by this
means, the Lord was
pleaſd to Bleſs my poor
Endeavours, and they were
reclaimed, and Brought to
hear moſt any of the Miniſ‐
ters — I am now to
give an Account o[illegible]f my
Circumſtances and manner
of Livineng, — I Dwelt in
a wigwam, a Small Hutt, fraimd
with Small Poles and Coverd
with Matts made of Flags,
and I was oblig'd to move
twice a year, about 2 Miles
Diſtance, by reaſon of the
Scarcity of wood, for in our
Neck of Land they Planted
their Corn, and in anather, they
had their wood,— and I was
obligd to hire my Corn Carted
and my Hay alſo, — and
I got my Ground Plow'd every
year, which Coſt me about
[illegible][illegible] 12 an Acre; and I kept
a Cow and a Horſe, for
which I paid £ 21: every year
York Currency, And went 18
miles to Mill for every Duſt
of meal we uſ'd in my family
I Hired or Joined with my
Neighbours to go to Mill wit[illegible]h
a Horſe or ox Cart, or on
Horſe Back, and Some times
gowent my ſelf; my Family In‐
creaſing faſt, and my viſiters
alſo, I was obligd to Continue
every way to Support my
Family; I took all opper‐
tunities, to get Some thing,
to feed my Family daily, —
I Planted my own Corn, Po‐
tatoes and [illegible]Beans; I uſe to
be out whoeing my Corn
Some times before Sun Riſe
and after my School is
Diſmiſt, and by this means I
was able to raiſe my own
Pork, for I was alowd to keep
5 Swine, Some Mornings &
Evenings I woud be out with
my Hook and Line to Catch
fiſh, and in the Fall of
year and in the Spring, I
uſ'd my Gunn, for we livd
very handy for Fowl, and I
was very expert with gunn,
and fed my Family with
Fowl, I Coud more than pay
for my Powder & Shott, with
Feathers, at other Times I
Bound old Books for Eaſthampton
People, Made wooden Spoons
and Ladles, Stackd Guns, &
workd on SCedar to make Pails,
Piggans and Churns &c —
beſides all theſe Difficulties
I wMet with adverſe Providences,
I bought a Mare, had it but
little while, and She fell into
the Quick Sands and Died, after
a while Bought another, I kept
her about half Year, and She was
gone, and I never heard nor
Seen her from that Day to
this, it was Suppoſd Some
Rogue Stold her, and got
another and Dyed with a Diſ
temper, and laſt of all I Bout
a Young Mare, and kept
her till She had one Colt, and
She broke her Leg and Died
and Preſently after the Coldt
Died alſo, In the whole I
Loſt 5 Horſe Kind, all theſe
Loſes helped to pull me down
and by this Time I got greatly
in Debt, and acquainted my
Circumſtances to Some of my
Friends, and they Repreſented
my Caſe to the Commiſsioners
of Boſton
, and Interceeded with
them for me, and [illegible]they were pleaſed
to [illegible]Vote 15 for my Help; and
Soon after Sent a Letter to my
good Friend at N. London,
acquainting him, that they
had Superſeded their vote; &
my Friends were So good as to
repreſent my Needy Circumſtances
Still to them, and they were So
good at Laſt, as to vote £15
and Sent it, for which I am
very thankful, and the good Mr Buell
was So Kind as to write in my
behalf to the gentlemen of Bos‐
ton
; and he told me they
were much Diſpleaſ'd with
him; and heard alſo once
and again, that they blaimed
me for being Extravagant, I
Cant Conceive how theſe gentlen
woud have me Live, I am rea
dy to [illegible][guess: i]mputed [illegible][guess: it] their Ignorance, and woud
wiſh they had Changd Circumſtanes
with me but one Month, that
they may know, by experience
what my Caſe really was, but
I am now fully Convincd, that i[illegible]t
was not Ignorance For I believe
it Can be provd to the world, that
theſe Same Gentlemen, gave a
young Miſsionary, a Single
man, one Hundred Pounds for
one year, and fifty Pounds for
an Interpreter, and thirty Pounds
for an Introducer, So it Coſt them
[illegible]one [illegible]Hundred & Eighty Pounds
in one Single year, and they
Sent too where there was no
Need of a Miſsionary,
Now you See what difference
they made between me and other
Miſsionarys, they gave me
180 Pounds for 12 years Service,
which they gave for one years
Service in another Miſſion —
In my Service, (I Speak like a
fool, but I am Conſtrain'd)
I was my own Int[illegible]erpreter
I was both a CSchool maſter,
and Miniſter to the Indians,
yea I was their Ear, Eye &
Hand, as well Mouth, — I
leave it with world, as wick
ed as it is, to Judge, whether
I ought [illegible] not to have had haldf
as much, they gave a young
man Juſt mention'd, which
woud have been but £50 a Year;
and if they ought to have
given me that, I am not un
der obligations to them, I owe
them nothing at all; Now what
Can be the Reaſon? that they
uſed me after this manner; I
Can't think of any thing, but
this as a poor Indian Boy
Said, who was Bound out to
an Engliſh Family, and
he uſ'd to Drive Plow for a
young man, and he whipt
and Beat him allmoſt every
Day, and the young man
found fault with him, and
Complaind of him to his maſter
and the poor boy was Calld to
anſwere for himſelf before his
maſter, — and he was aſk'd,
what it was he did, Cthat he
was So Complaind of and beat
almoſt every Day? he Said,
he did not know, but he Suppoſd
it was, becauſe he Coud not drive any
better, but Says he, I Drive as
well as I know how and at other
Times he Beats me, becauſe he
is mind to beat me, but Says,
he, I believe he Beats for the moſt of the
[illegible] Time, becauſe I am an In‐
dian—
So I am ready to Say, they have
uſd thus, becauſe I Cant Inſtruct
they Indians So well as other
Miſsionaries, but I Can aſure
them I have endearvourd to teach
them as well as I how — but I
muſt Say, I believe, it is,
becauſe I am poor Indian,
I Cant help that [illegible] God has
made me So; I did not make
my Se[illegible][guess: ft] So —
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