It has been my Lot for a
long time to have Sorrow of Heart, I have
had Burden
upon Burden, Trial upon Trial, Both without and within
far and Near,
the A General Concern is Riveted in my Heart,
for my Poor Bretheren According to the Fleſh, Both for their Bodies
and Souls; my Relations Cauſes
Heavyer Sorrow; Every ob
ſtruction and Diſcouragement to Your School, and every Miſs
Contuct and behaviour of Your Indian Scholars, Touches
me to the quick; More than
all theſe, the Conſiderations of my
poor Family,
[illegible]as it ware, lets my
^very^ Heart's Blood; I am ready
^[left]to^ Say, I am a Cruel Huſband and Father, God had given me
a large Family, but they have no enjoyment of
me, nor I
them for Some
[illegible][guess: E]Years back, and the whole Burden and Care of
a Large
Family of Children, lies upon my poor
Wife;
what
adds to my Sorrowful Heart is this, that whilest I am a Teacher
to others, I have neglected my own Children, by my Perigrena
tions, and now my Children are growing, up, and are growing
wild; and the Devil
has been Angry, yea he has & is Devil
iſh Mad with me, and if he can, he will Drag all my Chil
dren into
all Manner Sins and Down to Hell; But bleſsed
be God he has provided an almighty Saviour, and all my
Hope is in
him
e, for my ſelf and Family,— If I was
not fully Perſwaded and Aſure'd that this work was
of god, and I had an undoubted Call of god to Come
over
into this Country, I wou'd not have Come over, like a fool
as I did, without any Countenance from
our Board,
but I am will. Still to be a fool for Chriſt Sake — this Eleviats
my Heart amidſt all my Burdens, and Balances
all my Sorrows at Times, or enables me to bear
my
Trials, that I am in the way of my Duty, and the
Lord uſes me in any Shape to promote his
kingdom in the World, — I am Glad,
and am thankful
that you have taken
my wild
Son, if You Can make
any thing of him, I Shall
^be^ happy in him, if he Incline
^s^ to Book Learning, give him Good Engliſh Education, bu
^t^ if not, le
[illegible]t him go to Some good maſter, to Learn Joiner
^s^ Trade, he Inclines to that, and
if that won't do, Send
him over to me, and I will give him a way to Some
gentleman here — I return you Hearty thanks for the
Care you have taken of my Family, — Sir, let it ſuf
fiſe you, to hear of me by
Mr Whitakers Letters, there is no
need of my writing often, Since
Mr Whitaker writes So often,
PS: Perhaps you may wonder why I write After this manner I have receiv'd
Chifely Mo^u^rnful Letters from my Wife, yet I have not
forgot the Tender Mercies of god to me and mine — —