David Fowler, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1767 March 17

Author Fowler, David

Date17 March, 1767

ms number767217.1

abstractFowler writes to apologize for his previous letter, which he wrote in anger at Kirtland’s condescending treatment, and to request that Kirtland no longer have or exercise authority over him.

handwritingHandwriting is bold and legible; the nib of the pen appears to change midway through one recto.

paperLarge sheet folded in half to make four pages is in good condition, with light staining, creasing and wear.

inkBlack.

Modernized Version Deletions removed; additions added in; modern spelling and capitalization added; unfamiliar abbreviations expanded.

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Rev., and honoured Sir,
I suppose you have received my presumptuous Letter; Which I believe has given you much Sorrow and Trouble of Mind. — For I was in a very bad frame of Mind; occasioned by Mr. Kirtlands resuming too much of greatness before Company he appeared to me, that he wanted to show what great man he was that he could order us about where and how he pleased; this soon stuck in my Crop; and at this time Mr. Kirtland had Letters come to hand and none for me; this increased my anger, and in the midst of my passion I wrote your Letter I indeed wrote whatsoever come out first; I hardly know what. I was writing about, nor can I now tell what I wrote, for as soon as I finished writing I seal it up — but I remember some harsh Word in it. — —For which base and haughty expressions to you. I do now in sincerity ask forgiveness for I acknowledge I spoke very ungratefully and improperly to a Benefactor, yea more a Fa­ther who has been at so much Trouble for me to fit me to be useful in the World. again I say, I ask your forgiveness I hope you will not take hard no longer. — I don't now think myself to be worthy of your Notice, I wonder you did
not turn me out of the School — I now beg a Favour of you which will Afford me Comfort and ease, which, is this, whensoever you write to Mr. Kirtland charge him not mention one Syllable of to me, for cuts me very much: though I see myself a mean and worthless Fellow and yet I am such foolish Creature as to trouble myself when others receive a Letter
I speak calmly and sincerely not in ruffle — Another Favour for Mr. Kirtlands Comfort, which is this. Dont try to give him so much Authority as that he would persuade or take upon himself to govern me or order me about. as soon as he try to do that he wont be so comfortable here; for he cant order me, nor no missionary that shall come into these Parts. As I am an instructor I am able to act for myself. without having a master over me etc.
I am well and contented, Han­nah also is well only she has some small turns of illness which Women of her Condition are apt to have — I suppose she will like­ ly have a trial of pain in June, —
Give our Duty Madam and love to whole Family and School.
I am in the meantime your affectionate and unworthy servant, David Fowler
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From David Fowler March 17..th 1767
To— the Reverend. Mr. Eleazar Wheelock in New England
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