Theophilus Chamberlain, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1766 April 26

Author Chamberlain, Theophilus

Date26 April, 1766

ms number766276

abstractChamberlin writes of his religious epiphany.

handwritingHandwriting is relatively clear, yet letter case (especially with regard to S and D) is often difficult to decipher. There are also many deletions and additions.

paperLarge sheet folded in half to make four pages is in good-to-fair condition, with moderate creasing, staining and wear.

inkBrown-black.

signatureSignature is abbreviated.

noteworthyThe book that Chamberlain mentions on one recto is: Theron and Aspasio: or, A Series of Dialogues and Letters upon the Most Important and Interesting Subjects, in three volumes by James Hervey, London, 1755.

Modernized Version Deletions removed; additions added in; modern spelling and capitalization added; unfamiliar abbreviations expanded.

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Rev. and Dear  Sir
I take this Method to lay before you what I was lately mentioning of my Experiences since I left you last fall. I shall use all possible Brevity, and the utmost openess, in expressing the Real Sentiments of my mind, in the Time of these Experiences.
about two years ago I had an opportunity to read , the Letters on Theron and Aspasio which served me no other purpose than to give me an inveterate Prejudice against the Author of them. when I was down last fall I began to read him again with the disadvantage of the Same Prejudice I had before imbibed. I had Time to read but a small part of his first Volume before I began my Journey in prosecution of my mission among the Natives, to the westward.
however I had read So far as to Set me a thinking on his definition of Faith. before I reached Albany it once, and that for the first Time, came into my mind that the faith there described, might be the faith of Gods Elect.I See that in case it was so, a Train of consequences would follow which were extremely disagreeable to me, yet in some measure apprehending the Importance of my Knowing the Truth, with regard to the Nature of faith, I determined as Soon as my businesses would permit to Examine the Scripture thoroughly on that head. when I got as far as Canajoharie I was obliged to wait about three Weeks for a Road and Company to Oneida. Most of the leisure I had here, I Spent in Reading the Scripture with an Intent to find out what the faith so much insisted on In Scripture and by Divines, truly contains. When I come to read the Gospel of John, and other Parts of the New Testament, and to look Back to the faith of the ancients quoted from the Old Testament, I became fully convinced that the Word
Believe, so frequently used in Scripture, is there used in its most plain and common sense; and that the faith used as a Synonimy with Believe; and So frequently connected with eternal Life, is a Plain, every-day-Belief, of Truths Record in the Word of God. Having Got thus far, I began to be greatly exercised about what, would be my final Exit, and eternal State in the World of Spirits.
My whole Query was, how shall I find the Truths which give Life, to every one who believes them. My first thought was that the necessary Truths must undoubtedly be revealed in the Word of God in plain and intelligible Terms; but then it turned in my mind that the Bible itself might be a fiction
I then Examined the Evidences which had often Supported me in belief of divine Revelation, and found them sufficient to Support me Still in believing, that the Bible is in truth and reality the Word of God. I now read the Gospel of Luke; I read it with Attention and eagerness, hoping to light on Some Truth which would Set me free, from that Concern and Anxiety respecting my future existence which was Such an exercise to my mind. I attended to the coming of the son of God into the World, his conduct in the World, the doctrines he preached, the opposition of the World to him on account of his con­duct, and Doctrines, and his finally Suffering even unto Death. my next concern was to determine certainly and precisely, what it was he suffered for. I read the Book of Isaiah; the Law given at Mount Sinai; took particular Notice of the curses pronounced against every offence, and turned then to every passage I could find in the New Testament which gave any account of what Christ died for. at length, I came to this conclusion that Christ suffered the whole length and Breadth of that Suffering which the Law threatened, for every offence that will finally be forgiven. This conclusion im­mediately presented to my view a Character of God which was at once amiable and awful. amiable in this, that he is so infinitely kind and compassionate to his creatures, that he entertains thoughts of Pardon and happiness for them when deserving to the last degree the tokens of his eternal Anger and Indignation; and never punishes them for want of Benevolence. and awful in that he never will forgive an Offence against his own Law 'til the sentence of the Law against that offence is inflicted to the full; and that though his own son is accountable for offences, he must for every offence bear the full punishment
I now saw that the Law of God has in every sense its own measures and never a Single Creature more is made miserable, than what the Law absolutely Required in order that God the giver of it might remain a God of truth, and So Support his moral government in the universe. I got now effectually convinced that nothing could be more absurd than for me to use the least endeavour[illegible][guess: s] to procure the favour of god, or to gain Acceptance to Salvation. I now really believed or I knew that if God should punish me with eternal misery for every offence, to his Law, I ever had committed, it would proceed from no disposition contrary to that he commands in the Law, viz, thou shalt Love they Neighbour as thyself. In this crisis, I found no other reason to hope for Salvation, than barely this that God designed to save some Creatures of my own Character. nor did this foundation, appear small or inconsiderable, for I knew, that nothing but gods sovereignty had laid this foundation, and that neither I nor any of my Character had the least desert in us of even this foundation of hope. Here I hoped, and Still hope with trem­bling, and it is my glory and Joy that a door of hope is here Let open to me which no man can shut.
sir I have So little claim to your attention that I have crowded these things, So much together, that some confusion is created. If you read it and can understand my meaning my End is answered.
Mr. Chamberlains Experienc[illegible] April 26th — 1766. For Rev. Mr. Wheelock
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