Theophilus Chamberlain, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1766 April 26

Author Chamberlain, Theophilus

Date26 April, 1766

ms number766276

abstractChamberlin writes of his religious epiphany.

handwritingHandwriting is relatively clear, yet letter case (especially with regard to S and D) is often difficult to decipher. There are also many deletions and additions.

paperLarge sheet folded in half to make four pages is in good-to-fair condition, with moderate creasing, staining and wear.

inkBrown-black.

signatureSignature is abbreviated.

noteworthyThe book that Chamberlain mentions on one recto is: Theron and Aspasio: or, A Series of Dialogues and Letters upon the Most Important and Interesting Subjects, in three volumes by James Hervey, London, 1755.

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Rvd & Dear  Sir
I take this Method to lay before you wt I was latly mentioning of my Experiences since I left you laſt fall. I shall uſe all poſible Brevity, and ye utmoſt openeſs, in expreſsing ye Real Sentiments of my mind, in ye Time of theſe Experiences.
about two years ago I had an oppertunity to read [illegible], ^ye Letters on Theron & Aſpaſio^ wc servd me no other Purpoſe yn to give me an invetrate Prejudice againſt againſt ye Author of ym. when I was down laſt fall I began to read him again with ye diſadvantage of ye Same Prejud[illegible]ice I had before imbibed. I had Time to read but a Smal part of his firſt Volume before I began my Journey in Proſecution of my miſion [illegible] among ye Natives, to ye Weſtward.
however I had read So far as to Set me a thinking on his difinition of Faith. before I reached Albany it once, and yt for ye firſt Time, came into my mind yt ye faith yr Diſcribed, might be ye faith of Gods Elect.I See yt in Caſe it was so, a Train of Conſequences wld folow wh were Extreamly Diſagreable to me, yet in some meaſure aprihend^ing^ ye Importance of my Knowing the Truth, with regard to ye Nature of faith, I determined [illegible] as Soon as my Buiſeneſs would permit to Examine the Scripture thorowly on yt head. wn I got as far as Kanajoharry I was obliged to waite about three Weeks for a Road and Company to Onoida. Moſt of ye Leaſure I had here, I Spent in Reading the Scripture with an Intent to find out wt ^ye^ faith somuch Inſiſted on In Scriptture and by Divines, truly contains. Wn I come to read ye Goſple of John, and other Parts of ye New Teſtament, and to look Back to ye faith of ye Antiensts Quoated from ye Old Teſtament, I became fully convincd yt the Word
Believe, so frequently uſd in Scripture, is yr uſd in its moſt plain and commone Senſe; and yt [illegible] ^ye^ faith uſed as a Synonimy with Believe; and So frequently connected with eternal[illegible] Life, is a Plain, every-day-Belief, of [illegible][guess: ye] Truths Record in ye Word of God. Having Got thus far, I began to be greatly Exerciſed about wt, would be my finale Exit, and eternal State in ye World of Spirits.
My whole Query was, how Sll I find ye Truths wh give Life, to every one who believes ym. My firſt thought was yt ye neceſary Truths muſt undoubtedly be revealed in ye Word of G. in plain and intelegible Terms; but yn it turnd in my mind yt ye Bible itſelf might be a fiction
I then Examined ye Evidences wh had often Supported me in belief of divine Revelation, and found ym Sufficent to Support me Still in believing, yt ye Bible is in truth and reality ye Word of God. I now read the Goſple of Luke; [illegible] I read it with Attention and Eagerneſs, hoping to lite on Some Truth wh wld Set me free, from yt Concern [illegible] & Anxiety reſpecting my future Exiſtance wh was Such an Exerciſe to my mind. I attended to ye coming of ye son of God into ye World, his conduct in ye World, ye doctrines he preachd, ye oppoſion of ye World to him on account of his con­duct, and Doctrines, and his finaly Suffering even unto Death. my next concern was to determine certainly and preciſly, wt it was he Sufferd for. I read ye Book of Isaiah; the Law given at Mount Sinai; took perticuliar Notice of ye Curſes pronounced againſt every offence, and turnd yn to every Paſage I could find in ye New Testament wh gave any account of wt Chriſt died for. at length, I came to this concluſion yt Chriſt Sufferd ye whole length and Breadth of yt Suffering wh ye Law threatend, for every offence yt will finaly be forgiven. This concluſion im­mediately preſented to my view a Character of God wh was at once amiable and awfull. amiable in ys, yt he is so infinitly kind & compaſionate ^to his creatures^, yt he entertains thoughts of Pardon and happineſs for ym [illegible] wn deſerving to ye laſt degree the tokens of his eternal Anger and Indignation; and never puniſhes ym for want of Benevolence. and awfull in yt he never will forgive an Offence againſt his own Law till ye Sentance of ye Law againſt yt offence is [illegible][guess: forgiven] inflicted to ye full; and yt though his own son is accountable for offences, he muſt for every offence bare ^[right]the full puniſhment^
I [illegible][guess: was] now saw yt ye Law of God has in every senſe its own meaſures and never a Single [illegible] Creature more is made miſerable, yn wt ye Law abſoloutly Required in order yt God ye giver of it might remain [illegible][guess: a god] a God of truth, and [illegible][guess: So Support his moral gvt] So Support his moral government in ye univerſe. I got now effectualy convincd yt nothing could be more abſurd yn for me to uſe ye leaſt indeavour[illegible][guess: s] to bring myſelf to procure the favour of god, or to gain Acceptance to Salvation. I now realy believd or I knew yt if God should puniſh me with eternal miſery for every offence, to his Law, I ever had commited, And [illegible][guess: In] [illegible] [illegible][guess: Criſis,] nothing kept me from [illegible] [illegible] it would proceede from no other Diſpoſion ^contrary to that^ [illegible] he commands in ye Law, viz, thou shalt Love they Neighbour as thy self. In this Criſis, I found no other Reaſon to hope for Salvation, yn barly this yt God diſignd to save some Creatures of my own Character. nor did this foundation, appear smal or inconſiderable, for I knew, yt nothing but gods sovereignt had laid this foundation, and yt ^nither^ I nor any of my Character had ye leaſt Deſert in us of even this foundation of hope. Here I hoped, and Still hope with trem­bling, and it is my glory and Joy yt a door of hope is here Let open to me wh no man can shut.
ſir I have So little claim to your attention yt I have crouded theſe things, [illegible]So much togeather, yt some confuſion is created. If you read it and can underſtand my meaning my End is anſwerd.
M.r Chamberlains Experienc[illegible] April 26.th — 1766. For Rvd Mr Wheelock
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