Samson Occom, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1767 February 12
Date12 February, 1767
abstractOccom writes from England of his sorrow regarding the misconduct of Wheelock’s Indian pupils and the problems in caring for his family. He asks that Wheelock instruct Occom’s son Aaron according to the boy’s inclinations.
RepositoryRauner Special Collections Library, Dartmouth College.
Call Number767162.2
handwritingHandwriting is largely clear, neat, and legible.
paperThe paper is generally in good condition, but the edges appear to have been trimmed and torn, which results in a significant disruption of text. This trimming of edges has separated the two sides of the paper, resulting in a separation of text on one recto, line 11 — the word “to” added to the left can be seen on two recto.
inkBrown.
noteworthyThere is a red pencil mark near the bottom of one recto.
Access and Usage RightsCopyright 2014 Trustees of Dartmouth College. Publicly accessible for non-commercial use: these pages may be freely searched and displayed, but permission must be received for subsequent distribution in print or electronically. Please see http://www.dartmouth.edu/~library/schcomm/copyright/rights.html for more information.
long time to have Sorrow of Heart, I have had Burden
upon Burden, Trial upon Trial, Both without and within
far and Near, A General Concern is Riveted in my Heart,
for my Poor brethren According to the flesh, Both for their Bodies
and Souls; my Relations causes heavier Sorrow; Every ob
struction and discouragement to Your School, and every mis
conduct and behaviour of Your Indian Scholars, Touches
me to the quick; More than all these, the considerations of my
poor Family, as it were, lets my very Heart's Blood; I am ready
to Say, I am a Cruel Husband and Father, God had given me
a large Family, but they have no enjoyment of me, nor I
them for Some Years back, and the whole Burden and Care of
a Large Family of Children, lies upon my poor Wife; what
adds to my Sorrowful Heart is this, that whilst I am a Teacher
to others, I have neglected my own Children, by my peregrina
tions, and now my Children are growing, up, and are growing
wild; and the Devil has been Angry, yea he has and is devil
ish Mad with me, and if he can, he will Drag all my Chil
dren into all Manner Sins and Down to Hell; But blessed
be God he has provided an almighty Saviour, and all my
Hope is in him, for myself and Family,— If I was
not fully persuaded and assured that this work was
of god, and I had an undoubted Call of god to Come over
into this Country, I would not have Come over, like a fool
as I did, without any Countenance from our Board,
but I am willing Still to be a fool for Christ Sake — this elevates
my Heart amidst all my Burdens, and Balances
all my Sorrows at Times, or enables me to bear my
Trials, that I am in the way of my Duty, and the
Lord uses me in any Shape to promote his
kingdom in the World, — I am Glad, and am thankful
that you have taken my wild Son, if You Can make
anything of him, I Shall be happy in him, if he Inclines
to Book Learning, give him Good English Education, but
if not, let him go to Some good master, to Learn Joiners
Trade, he Inclines to that, and if that won't do, Send
him over to me, and I will give him away to Some
gentleman here — I return you Hearty thanks for the
Care you have taken of my Family, — Sir, let it suf
fice you, to hear of me by Mr. Whitakers Letters, there is no
need of my writing often, Since Mr. Whitaker writes So often,
Whitefield is well as he has been these 7 Years; but Mrs. Whitefield is
in low State of Health, Mr. John Smith is well as usual, and hope
these may find you and yours in good Health. Dutiful and
grateful respects to you and your spouse, and Love to the rest
of the Family and Scholars, and Christian respects to all
inquiring Friends,
I am Sir,
your most obliged and
Humble Servant
Samson Occom
To
the Rev. Mr. Wheelock
I have received chiefly Mournful Letters from my Wife, yet I have
not forgot the Tender Mercies of god to me and mine — —
backward to do for m[gap: tear][guess (h-dawnd): y]
family, I wish he had
his Due, that won[gap: tear]
be even, if you Ca[gap: tear]
satisfy him I Shou[gap: tear][guess (h-dawnd): ld be]
easy in my m[gap: tear][guess (h-dawnd): ind]