Nathan Clap, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1768 June 28
Date28 June, 1768
abstractClap confesses his sin, asks forgiveness, and asks to marry Mary Foey, Wheelock’s maid.
RepositoryRauner Special Collections Library, Dartmouth College.
Call Number768378
handwritingHandwriting is slanted and somewhat scrawling, yet largely clear and legible. Letter case is frequently difficult to decipher, especially with regard to the letter S. The trailer is in a different, unknown hand.
paperSingle small sheet is mostly in good condition, however a large portion of it is torn away, which results in a loss of text.
inkStrong black.
signatureDue to tear, the signature is missing.
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A great deal of humility acknwledgeing my self
not wothy of the Least favour from your honour,
who
brethren, & in perticucler to wards me — but as I
am made to see the power and dominion of sin
when Left to him Self — I must confeſs with sham
that I have sinned I have done foollishly and am
not worthy to be reconed into your famle [illegible]
to be treated as such — I hop I have heard the voice
of Christ in sum meshure calling upon me as he did
unto the unconverted peter — Saton hath desire
to have you that he might sift you as wheat
but I have prayed for you that your faith fail
not, and when you
brethern — I desire your prayers for me that I
might reform to live Soberly & be more watch‸
full
sinful Lust, and that I may become a true
pennatatient — I humbly disire the Docters forgiv
neſs and I do promas by
of me to repent and to reform to live to the praise
self into the hands of the sovren will of god,
and as I am bro
of Love will do, I do
come humbl and ask one pettion of your honour
beging your kind & honourable compassions upon
me — but how to ask you I no not o pray Sir,
forgive my egnorance and stupedy and pray Sir pleas to grant that
Ms Mary foey your maide might be given to me to
wife — or vanish me away from the School,
I never throught She would preveiled with me
so much as to get my heart, — but I hop it is all
ordered by gods holy Providence to keep me humbl
and as she has been exorting of me about the
things that narly consern my soul, I am filled
with wonder and amaisment to hear that I hophope
god put into her heart to Speak unto me to
awaken my Poor sinsick soul —nevertheleſs
I desire to Submit and yeald my self under your
honourable fatherly correctsion if it is to van:
ish me from the School I will go away and ac:
knoledge it is no more than what I deserve
my hearts desire and Prayer to god is that all
things might be orderd for the Prayes of his own
Glory — I am grevd to think that I have greved
and disonered you So much pray Sir pleas to forgive
me — tho I Shall never for give my Self I wan
nt to Say and writ agreat Deal but I must brak
of hear beging that god
way be fore you and order what cornsirns me
in great mercy your afectonate Puple and very