John McCoy, letter, to Martha McCoy, 1864 January 17
Date17 January, 1864
ms numberMS-605_03
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no doubt you will reasonably be surprised to to receive this letter
from me dated in the sunny south however fate has decreed that it
should be so. I am both ashamed and afraid to write to you now after the
elapse of so long a time but when I take into consideration the
distances between us your just [illegible][guess (MKR): reprimand] the sound of which cannot reach my ears
at present therefore be good enough to keep cool until I return home
and I will tamely submit to all. believe in the course I have taken
was duly taken and considera-tion before I enlisted. I suppose
you have heard before now that entered the U.S. Service. but to come
to the most essential part of the business. I enlisted in Danvers for
the sum of $627 dollars Bounty 352 dollars to be paid down
before leaving the state of which sum I recieved 27 dollars on the 5th instant and on the eighth the further sum
of 325-dollars said money I left with the paymaster to ^be^ forwarded to you and also your address, the
325 dollars was to ^be^ sent to Chateaugay to
the Town clerk or Treasurer and to be there on or about the 12th of this month subject to your order. it may
be that you have received the money before now if not on the receipt
of this attend to it with-out delay as I feel very uneasy
concerning it on account of the way in which I left you, when you get
it pay John, the Boss and Nancy and no more to any other person until
you hear again from me. buy for yourself and the children what will
make you all comfortable but at the same time use frugality
although I consider the above caution needless I could send you some
money
enclosed in this only that this is the first day in Fort Totten and
military dicipline is very strict here I cannot ascertain as yet what
will be needed to make a full Kit however on receiving an answer to
this I will risk enclosing a little money to buy a present for my
little Pip that I dream so much about
— I feel very uneasy about you all as on the nights of 14 and
15th Thursday and Friday I dreamed several
times each night when stopping in Norfolk harbor in the state of
Virginia my sleeping imagination carrying me back to my old home
amongst my little children a spectator of their mirth and jolity that
sounded to me far more harmonious than any music I ever heard either
vocd or instrumental I was carrying Pip in
my arms happy beyond all description when
Alas the spell broke I was awake Ah disapointment thou art ever an
unwelcome messenger. I became conscious of where I was when I heard
the heavy step of the sentinel who comes there, the countersign &c, all was told the rest of the night I passed
in pacing the deck of the steamer to and fro I am happy to inform
you that my health never was better I have plenty of food victuals and
I assure you I do the cook House ample justice this letter only
commences the fun the next will require two or three
^sheets^ in order to give you a few of the lines on
my m^in^ute Book incidents of travel climate the
service my experiences &c lend me a kiss
for my three little pets and I will amply repay you when I get home
Albert Archy & Johnny be good to mamy and I will send you money to buy
cloths-
give my love to all without Distinction
Instead of a signature, McCoy drew a sun
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