Levi Frisbie, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1767 June 12

Author Frisbie, Levi

Date12 June, 1767

ms number767362.2

abstractFrisbie writes that his poor health prevents him from doing the work for which Wheelock educated him.

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The cause which moves me to address you with these lines is what gives one much Trouble, and Anxiety. I understand Sir you are apprehensive (and perhaps not without reason) that my Circumstances are such, particularly respecting my Health, that I shall not be able to answer the End you had in veiw when you received me into the School. and perhaps Sir you may think I aimed to deceive you concerning the state of my Health and Constitution. But I am confident I can say with a good Conscience that I endeavoured to tell you the whole Truth, and if I did not it was because I was deceived about myself: for I dared not neither would it have been for my In‐terest to have dissembled, in an Affair of so great importance; for thereby I should have exposed myself to much Blame: I cant but have a grateful Sense of your many undeserved Favour. and desire
to return you my sincere Thanks for them; especially for the pains you have taken to instruct me in to the Nature and importance of this great Affair which I have engaged in. I have considered much upon what you have said to me lately respecting my Health etc. — — — — and am greatly concerned to find that my health is very poor my Constitution so weak that a small thing overcomes me: I ought to have a sense of the frowns of Providence in denying me that measure of Health which is necessary for me in order to my being serviceable in this affar. And I should be wholly discouraged if it was not, that the work is God's and that he can make use of me if he pleases in his Work not withstanding my weakness and Inability, for he often makes use of the most Despicable means to accomplish his Designs that his Power and goodness may more clearly appear. But yet I cant be certain it is my duty under my present Circumstances to devote myself to this Serv‐ice. And Several things cause me to doubt whether I can consistent with my Duty to God and myself proceed any further in this Affair. To tell you the truth Sir I am much discouraged, and Things seem to look with a dark aspect upon me; there seems to be something in the way to my serving God and his cause in this Affair. Mr. Johnson tells me that the Indians make no allow‐ance for a Mans not being well, and if he cant go
through fire and Water, they esteem him as a poor mean fellow, and if one gets their Disresp‐ect, and ill will, he is under no great advantages to do them Good; and had I never so Strong a Cons‐titution, were my Hopes of doing Good ever so great, and could I ever so consistent with right and Jus‐tice, proceed in this affair I should not choose to, with‐out it was entirely agreeable to your Will, without you thought there was a prospect of my answer- ing your Expectations. For I know it must necessarily give you a great deal of anxiety, and troubles to think you had expended Christs Money upon me to no good purpose. Sir I beg you to act with the Strictest Regard to the Interest of Christ and the Good of the School whether it may please me or not, for notwithstanding I esteem the thing as highly as ever, yet I Shall freely submit to your Superior Judgment in the Matter. if I have been to blame in the affair I desire to be Heartily Sorry for it, and would humbly beg your pardon, and desire your assistance both by your pray‐er and direction. but I fear I have already trans‐gressed upon your Patience: so beg liberty to Subscribe my‐self
your most obliged Humble servant Levi Frisbie
From Levi Frisbie June 12th 1767 To the – Rev. Mr. Eleazar Wheelock Connecticut
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