Joseph Woolley, letter, to Eleazar Wheelock, 1763 April 9

Author Woolley, Joseph

Date9 April, 1763

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abstractWoolley confesses temptations to Wheelock, and begs Wheelock to pray for him and to write and offer guidance.

handwritingHandwriting is large and bold and clear.

paperLarge sheet folded in half to make four pages is in fair-to-good condition, with moderate creasing, staining and wear.

inkInk is black, with little fading.

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Rev.d & Worthy S.r
I seem to have an averſion in ^[left]writing^ to you, yet I cant refrain from telling you, how Strong & potent, the Temptations were to me this before noon — — — — — — — — The Carnal effections, riſing in my Heart were so strong, they almost overcome me, had it not been the Divine Aſsistance . — — — It was not me alone that overcame them but it was by the gracious Influence of the Holy ſpirit. I thought if I should ye^a^ld once, they wou’d always get the bet­­ter of me. — I seem to think know how narrow the Way to Heaven was, that I coud not enter into Heaven, with the Leaſt Blems^sh^ in my Heart, for one Sin is enough to curſe me in Hell Fire to all Eternity. And how great muſt it be with me, who have ſinned under the Light of the Gos­­pel, if I am found Chriſtleſs. — — O! had I the real Sence of it, as I have a
a reaſon to fear I hant, I coud not Linger along as I do — — Dear ſir, I beg & plead, that you woud Daily in your Pirvate Prayers make mention of me, & I wish all Chriſtians woud, that I might fail of the Grace of Life, & be overcomed by the potent Adverſa­­ry, which I am engaged against. — —
I have been affraid I shall brake the Covenant, which I am about to make Publikcly in the Church. — — I wiſh ſir, you woud point out to me, in writing, I think I can un­­stand you so better, how I shall prepare my Heart, in order to re­­ceive[illegible] the Lords Supper. — — — I am affraid I shall go unworthy­ly, & Diſfigure my Face as the Phareſees do, only for an outside
ſhow, & therby, Eat, & Drink, Judg­ment to myself. — — — And to Conclude wiſhing for your Prayers that I may be weaned from this World, & L[illegible] upon the things that are above.
I am Sir. your very unworthy Ser.t Joseph Wooley
From Jos: Woolley April 9th 1763.
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